Where is motivation ???

This is taken at the railway to celebrate my seventeenth :)

Baby's in camp and i'm alone here. I miss him so much :( Don't have much motivations to study for now, i don't know why and i'm quite worried. Two more days to prelim papers. I'm like very on and off, study awhile and stop. And i get very tired easily these few days. I kept telling myself come on, 65 more days to the long holidays. It's only in 2 months time. I can do A LOT A LOT of things and sleep all i want. Hmm i don't know what to do ah. Need someone to tell me i'm freaking lousy and i sucks in studies, then it'll get on nerves and i'll study hardcore to prove them wrong ! Ahahahah crazy.