I love you,

There's lots of things kept in my mind, i don't know how to say it. We're always so unstable. You're tired, i know you want to give up. So do i. I want to give up. Because ? I am really a burden to you. Like what you meant. You cannot take it when i said something harsh again after donkey years since i did. I can understand, from what had happened. To you, i've never changed at all. While i think i'm trying my best already. I can still improve, but what's the point when you can't see it ? I want to give up, to let you have your freedom. I wish i was strong enough to let you go, to end this relationship. Not that i can't do without a man, is because i really love you. I cannot imagine you seeing another girl in the future, holding the other girl's hand and cuddle with her. Trust me or not, you're the first boyfriend who i've love so deeply. I really love you.